and the world spins madly on

Wow, I haven't made a blog entry in four months, or really ever. Things have been crazy busy and I've been running around like mad. It's 12am, so bear in mind with me through the typos.

It's been a hectic few weeks and more and more I have found myself wishing that Kristi was around so that I could just give her a call to hear her voice again; listen to her laugh on the phone, hear her talking to her cats in the background. I miss her. I've cried about her death over the past few days, unsure of all the emotions that I still towards her death and the circumstances. Winter is soon approaching - I can feel it in the air. I hate the winter. I also associate it with Kristi's death. January 27th. I can feel it looming just around the corner. Three years...has it gotten any easier? No, not really. But I've learned to cope better.

I start treatment in almost two weeks to the day. I'm scared, I'm nervous, I'm excited, I'm anxious, I'm happy, I'm sad...I'm a lot of things. I know Kristi would be proud. I know that she IS proud and that she is with me on this journey that she so badly wanted for herself...

I miss you lady. so so much.

keep shinning.

love you.

-k.

~ i never thought we'd live to see an angel being born and flying home ~

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